When ok is not good enough..

Every morning, no matter how bad is the situation at work I will try my very best to convince myself that "nothing is easy in life, I hv to be strong". To make sure that everyday is a brand new day, I will have my warmest smile to welcome the day but the smile wont last long. All critical issues and tasks pile up in my responsibilities. There are times I wish I am a superwoman who can handle all the requests and tasks all at once superbly. I am just a small living creature struggling to survive in a large company.

Looking at those mistakes i have done and those things that should have handle it differently. I do regret on things that I did but there are still a lot of things that are out of my control.

I dont know how long I can hang on with the current situation, a very challenging situation but I guess I will still stick to here. I had make myself here hence I wont leave until I reach my goal. It is not about how much effort I put, how many meals I skipped, how much caffeine I took to stay alive in the office or how much weekends I spent in the office.. It is all about the result and it is my responsibilities to improve the current situation. By hook or by crook, everything has to be excellent!