Where is my freedom?

Been a hectic life since the day i committed myself in the part time project. I know I will have to sacrifice most of my preciuos personal time. But what can I do, friend in need of help and i dont know Java but he still wish that i can support him. At last, I agreed. Too many hurdles to go through in this project, ppl coming in n out making thing difficult. Leave whenever they wish with no commitment or feeling guilty at all. Yesterday, finally meeting the big boss behind the project. He is trying to get commitment from everyone of us. His 1st question to me "Can u commit urself to this project?" I said in a stern and steady voice: "I am helping my friend and i will only committed to my friend! " I believe that i am a little angry because i hate being treaten .. n he is trying to treaten me. N believe it or not my sentence gain admiration from others even my friend feel touch by my words. They never expect me to say something to the boss. hhehhee
I have been doing badly in my guitar. Not progressing well due to lack of practice. I cant give up i must rebuild my passion in it!!!