When will it happen again?

Since tsunami hit Penang once, ppl become more alert with it. I was busy doing some coding at 12.10 am, and suddenly I felt the tremor but I just ignored it till my friend shouted “Wei, earthquake, get out!” then only I grabbed my bag and ran out of the building. Then, when everything back to normal, everyone was not in the mood to do any coding, so I went home. When I reached home, a lot ppl gathered and scattered everywhere at the ground floor, some of them looked groggy and were walking around holding some belongings. While some of them started their car’s engine, I guessed they were preparing to leave if earthquake hit.

I saw my housemates, after a few minutes, we climbed up the stairs to 9th floor. This is one of the disadvantages of staying at high building. :`( I feel so insecure staying so high. Before I slept, i put all the important documents in a bag in case of emergency that i need to run for my life.

Is Penang that bad?

This is my 4th year here in Penang. I studied here and is working in Penang currently. Seeing friends leaving Penang one by one makes me wonder and i keep asking myself with the same old question? Do i belong to Penang? Till today, i still dont have the answer. Just give me time and i will be fine but how long i need? 1 day? 1 month or 1 year. I certainly need a change. When? Soon? Time to change! NOW... not happy, not contented, y still want to stay the same?

Where is my freedom?

Been a hectic life since the day i committed myself in the part time project. I know I will have to sacrifice most of my preciuos personal time. But what can I do, friend in need of help and i dont know Java but he still wish that i can support him. At last, I agreed. Too many hurdles to go through in this project, ppl coming in n out making thing difficult. Leave whenever they wish with no commitment or feeling guilty at all. Yesterday, finally meeting the big boss behind the project. He is trying to get commitment from everyone of us. His 1st question to me "Can u commit urself to this project?" I said in a stern and steady voice: "I am helping my friend and i will only committed to my friend! " I believe that i am a little angry because i hate being treaten .. n he is trying to treaten me. N believe it or not my sentence gain admiration from others even my friend feel touch by my words. They never expect me to say something to the boss. hhehhee
I have been doing badly in my guitar. Not progressing well due to lack of practice. I cant give up i must rebuild my passion in it!!!