How long can I stay?

Why is it so hard to stay on the new endeavour?

It seems like I am lack of staying power with any endeavour.

I started with playing guitar, enrolling for a guitar class. It started with a blast.. very cool but it didnt stay long, the interest faded as times go by. And, I had abandoned it.

Now, I found another cool activity. Kickboxing - "Burn ur fear into power".. I am looking forward for each class but I doubt on how long I will stay this time.

The day that I lost someone tht had been with me for 25 years

It was a fine morning until I received a call from my dad telling me that grandpa had passed away.

I do not have a chance to say goodbye to him. I know he was old but it had never came to my mind that the last time that I will be seeing him was in the casket.
I tried my very best to hold back all my tears throughout the funeral ceremony. The whole event was really sad.. sending him to "another world"..

I lost him forever..

Everything was over, life has to move on. There is sunshine ahead, go and look for it .. :D