Sometimes, how I wish I can go back time, life is much simpler when you are just a kid. Everything was wonderful then. No worries at all. Hectic life is drowning me. This is life, whenever I feel stress out I will remind myself, you are lucky and should be grateful, look at those graduates out there, many are unemployed. In this critical moment, I still have a job even though life is boring. Setting that as a reminder will only heal the sadness for a while, it will come back again soon. How long do I have to set that as a reminder? Come on, wake up, where is the strength? Where is the fire? Where is the courage?
Btw, I am going back to my hometown this weekend to get my passport, my credit cards, my education loan… there are so many things which need my attention. It has been some time I didn’t go back due to the commitment on my friend’s project, after going through so many hurdles in this project and many my more yet to come, I begin to question myself. Am I doing the right thing, helping him and losing my carefree life…and sometimes, it is obviously affecting my work and personal life. Initially, he said the project will end on 20 March, now it is already 7 April.
I need a vacation. Will be going to Vietnam on May. Hope it will heal the depression inside me and bring back the strength…I want to roar like a tiger again!
9 years ago