Finding myself on the new year eve

Friday, December 31, 2004


Tsunami hit, change ppl's life even though it dont really impact on me but when I see many ppl left homeless, i feel sad. They said there might be another one but dont know when.. life is so fragile. One tsunami ... 100,000 life gone. I don’t want to go anywhere this new year eve. No celebration. I just want to stay at home and think what had I been doing for the past 23 years. I don’t really jot down my resolution, previously I just used to study and my only worry is my academic result. Nothing else seems to be more important than this one. But, now I am working. My 1st year as a working adult celebrating new year. Therefore, I strongly believe that this time I really need some time to think.. what I want in my life?? If I still couldn’t find what I want … I will be like someone without directions, goal ..

Everything seems so fresh like yesterday, but reality is that were the past. ..Hope that I can come out with a list of new year resolution that I can make it a reality.

Funny Day

Ok. Yesterday was bad not single thing goes in place but today everything goes really well today. Server was down, reporting tool not functioning, missing data… seems bad rite, but every single thing is solved! J Then, everyone felt great and gathered to get ready for lunch, I went to pick up some colleagues from other department… one of my colleagues, CY went to the rest room. The rest just scattered everywhere ..and caused some confusion on how many cars, who should sit on who’s car. Finally, 9 ppl in 3 cars went in a separate way and decided to meet at the restaurant … when 3 cars finally settled then only we realized that we left out the lady in the restroom, CY. One of colleagues said she saw CY waving at us but she thought that CY was just trying to say good bye to us but the real thing was she saw trying to stop us… hahaha .. I didn’t see it!
CY didn’t call us because she doesn’t has a hand phone as she believe that she can survive without a hand phone. CY ended eating bread at the office. Even though, I didn’t see her waving but it was funny when all of us thought about it. How can we be so careless that can left out a person! ..

In the evening, I had X-mas party with my manager. My manager gave us chocolate bar as X Mas gift. The cakes were really delicious ;P

X mas is just around the corner, the whole IT department in my company will be having a X Mas party at Pearl Island Country Club.. better be fun …if not wasted all my efforts!
1) Changed my guitar class as it fall on the same day.
2) Broke Su ling’s promise to go out with her because I had to get a X mas gift for the party.
3) Spent hours to look for a suitable gift that.

Saturday on the run!

Had a busy Saturday yesterday, early in the morning went for guitar class. Followed by PC Fair at Penang International Sport Arena (PISA), Penang. I didn’t spend much money at PC Fair, just bought a headphone and black ink cartridge. Don’t want to spend too much on things which is not in my list. Telekom is having broadband connection promotion at PC Fair. My housemates and I might be sharing to subscribe broadband. Currently, I am using dial up connection and of course if I subscribe broadband then it will be great but I have to pay more for the connection. Right after that, my friend and I went to a nearby shopping complex because my friend wanted to buy a cell phone and she managed to buy Nokia 6610i for MYR750. I also wanted to get a new cell phone long time ago but just don’t know to get which model. There are so many models out there!
At night went to Penang Jazz Festival.

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Farewell

My close friend will be leaving soon. I ‘m gonna miss her. No one is there to be my guinea pig to try my soup anymore. Friend comes and goes, that is part of life. A friendship cannot be built overnight, it takes times. Sad but no matter what, just have to move on. This is life. People say life is a game but I don’t think so, in game you can always pause the game and take a rest but life .. we just can’t stop whenever we want. Today is the last day that I spend my time with my friend, she is leaving tomorrow. It saddens me to see her leaving. Just hope for the best that she will find what she wants for her life. Perhaps I can meet her in future. I still haven’t decide whether to turn up tomorrow or not… It is too depressing to see her leaving. I will be happy, if I just forget about her departure and occupy myself with other things. :)

Something to be happy about

Just finished the weekly meeting, feeling happy and relieved .. was told that I don’t have to take over all those admin tasks. I just have to take over some from my colleague as he is leaving. I believed that most of the programmers don’t like admin task and I am also one of them but sometimes we just don’t have choice to choose what we wanted to do.

Too Many

Just another sunday.. staying at home, cleaning the mess that i did on saturday. Chit chatting with friends..there gone the lovely sunday. There are so many things that i am looking for ... guitar lesson, yoga, flamenco ... too many things i want to achieve..hehe. I heard from a radio yesterday "Your effort can bring you to anywhere you want to go" Wish life can be much simpler..

To leave or Stay

I am still battling whether to continue my contract or not. If I leave now I am afraid that I can’t get a job asap. Life involves too much of decision makings. I know that I won’t be long here but I just need some changes to make life more motivated and meaningful. This issue keeps whirl winding in my head every now and then. Shall I tell my manager to put the contract renewal on hold? Or shall I not and continue the current job until I find a better one? No solution..

Job Interview Dilemma

Most of the job interviews always schedule during working hours but i am working.. how do they expect me to turn up.. I am working too during those hours..